You asked, "Do I even have any options left?"

People here at Psych Central say, "Yes, you have many options."

You can overcome your depression and anxiety if you try. Ask for help. Or make a list of things you want to do in life, then pursue those goals. Usually, a job is required to get stuff you want in life. Consider volunteering. Consider college (work there, too). If you still can't do stuff on your own, then you must ask for help. Get counseling.

So many of us have been scared of change, like you are. You don't have to be alone. Keep trying. Keep reaching out to others.