Hi Mandyfins,

I'm sorry you got to such a low point - that sounds really hard. (((((Mandyfins)))) hugs if okay. I guess on the plus side of all that, it sounds like you have found a T you like now. I'm glad for that, anyway! And yes, I do think it takes courage to try again when you've had some bad experiences, so good for you for sticking with it and giving it another try.

Thinking of you,
ErinBear