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Jul 02, 2012, 08:03 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2012
Location: Ohio
Posts: 72
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I have anxiety & often have these horrible realistic nightmares. Last week I had this really scary one that has been haunting me. Usually when I have a nightmare it is about demons or ghost ( paranormal stuff :/). Of course, this one was the same.
I rarely sleep, but i fell asleep at 3am. I live in Canton, Ohio, which is a pretty bad area. In my dream i was under a highway bridge in downtown canton. It was really dark out. The air was musty. It was wet And hard to breath. I was looking around the streets & i knew exactly where i was. My Grandma didn't live too far , but i was afraid to leave where I was standing and head to my Grandma's in fear that i might get mugged. Finally, i convinced myself to go to Grandma's to use her phone to call my parents. There were two different roads, that I am familiar with, that I could have ran down, but I couldn't decide which to take. Suddenly, i was in a dark room. I didn't see any of the room except a window white see-through curtains that were blowing slowly in the breeze. A street light... Or maybe the moon?... was shinning in the window, casting my bodies shadow on the bed. I looked down and saw my body ( so i was still first person... sometimes it's like a movie..). I couldn't feel my hands or feet. My neck got this strange feeling in it, like it was getting light. Then my arms and legs started raising off the bed. i knew i was being.. well..possessed?.. so i tried to scream. I was trying to say "leave me alone", but i was choking. That's when I woke up at exactly 3:55 am.
I was so scared when I woke up. i was convinced i was being haunted. Usually when i wake up from a nightmares I have a panic attack, but I didn't ( thank god ). I grabbed the phone & sat outside while i called my good friend, Trevor. Now I'm paranoid about sleeping near windows :/.. I know that's SO stupid, but I'm afraid it was like a vision.
I really wish i could sleep like a normal person again, and i also wish that when i do sleep.. i wouldn't have nightmares.
Do you have any suggestions to help this? What do you think my dream could mean??
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