Didn't have that great of a day today. Made a few big mistakes... And realized that I really don't know myself at all... But haven't smoked at all in the last couple days; just pot. Only two bowls today, but thatwas the last of it. And probably for a while... Which means I'm gonna lose my appetite, again. I was actually enjoing beIng able to eat as usual. Easy come, easy go. I kinda want to go out and do something crazy, trip on acid or something. But I wouldn't know where to start. I'm so sick of being in control of myself. I just want a few hours where I don't have to explain my actions...