It is a hard relationship for many and I am sure we are not alone. I have been considering how to approach our relationship for a long time. I believe that I am a good person whether she thinks so or not. I do not need her to approve of me to make me okay. I guess I mourn the relationship that we could of had and try to remember that I am loved whether I feel it from her or not. I am accepted and liked by others.

Tomorrow I will be visiting with her and my father-in-law for about 4 hours. I am wanting to feel opened minded when I see her.

I am going to practice all those things I have learned from my t and let it go

Will see how it goes.