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Originally Posted by LostAngel0616
Didn't have that great of a day today. Made a few big mistakes... And realized that I really don't know myself at all...
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I kinda want to go out and do something crazy, trip on acid or something. But I wouldn't know where to start. I'm so sick of being in control of myself. I just want a few hours where I don't have to explain my actions...
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I kinda want to go out and do something crazy, trip on acid or something. But I wouldn't know where to start. I'm so sick of being in control of myself. I just want a few hours where I don't have to explain my actions...
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Do you see a connect here, between some "big mistakes" and suddenly wanting to "go out and do something crazy" (another mistake?).
Why are you "so sick of being in control of myself"?
"Explain my actions" to whom?
AA says to learn from mistakes so as to not repeat them, & then forgive ourselves.
What are your plans?
Roadie