Hi, In about 4 weeks, I will hit the three year anniversary of when I had a nervous breakdown, became very suicidal, spent two weeks in the hospital and had several rounds of electric shock therapy. The electric shock therapy obviously did not work because I never improved and I find myself heading back down towards the path of another breakdown. I am desperately trying not to but I am not sure what I can do to help myself. My doctor started me on Risperadal about two weeks ago and I am not noticing any improvement. Reaching out to others for support..................