I would love to read the threads but, I fear they'd be too triggering. I am so vunerable at the moment. I cannot imagine updating any of my PC buddies on my life-in length- thus far because soo soo much has went on. In brief, I was forced to move back home due to illness and will hopefully be able to return to school this fall. Moving home, also included leaving my current therapist behind. Which, I sort of wanted too leave therapy anyway but, it seems I feel I have a hard time functioning without meeting with someone once a week! Is that a flaw? This all started a year and a half ago when I was diagnosed with clinical depression. And now that my depression is more mild or less severe- I still feel in my hearts of hearts-a little unstable. Like, a lot of spacing out cus' so much 'chatter' is going on-you know, when people just worry about things non-stop. I miss my therapist- with the same-equal passion of not ever going back again. I wonder if it is possible for a therapist to care too much!? like, her urgency to have me stay in therapy even when I was going to take a break made me a tad unconfortable. Anyways, I emailed her to say it wouldn't make sense to email anymore since we're "taking a break" and I am just seeing her whenever I'm in the area where I've attended school. Other then that, I'm just at home. Battling my depression- and trying to find smiles, laughs, creative moments, companionship in such a busy-gray area Life.
Hope everyone is doing well!
Jazzy
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--- A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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"You're not here merely to make a living. You are here to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, and with a finer spirit of hope and achievement. You are here to enrich the world. You impoverish yourself if you forget this errand." (Woodrow Wilson)
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