when my doctor told me i have anorexia i quickly said in a calm voice ''no i dont'' she said but you do and i said ''how could i, i dont think im fat and i try to gain weight'' (both which were untrue, i said that so she wouldnt diagnose me) i cryed for what seemed to be forever because i felt as if i let my family down and i dont like it when i am asked to eat when im not hungery. to this day i write in a journal i keep hidden in my room about how i know my diagnosis is correct but i dont want it to be true. mabe i denied it because it hurt too much to me to know i am going to force my family to keep my anorexia a secret.
possible reasons i denied my diagnoses: have had a history of depression and i have anxiety

-sorry if i let you down my family