Been awhile since I've posted, things have just been crazy the past few weeks. I've fallin back into old routines and old ways. A lot of trauma has been coming back to haunt me lately, and I didn't know how to cope with it then and I still don't know now.
My insomnia has been acting up like crazy and for the first time in awhile I'm actually tired but am now to scared to sleep. My partner and I walked to the corner store and back home, and by the time we got back my partner couldn't even stand, she just started wobbeling around like a limp noodle. It took over an hour to get her up the stairs and into bed. I didn't know what to do and I still don't. I'm really afraid that her eating disorder is starting to kill her, its gotten really out of control, and I don't know what to do about it because I'm totally helpless to the situation.
I'm just worried that I'll get to caught up in my own stuff to be able to be there for her.
Ugh life is just stressful, I could go on forever but I won't.
Thanks for "listening"