Okay, so here is a quick bit of my story.....
Almost two years ago my mom found my account on this place. She was FURIOUS. Not just because I joined without her permission, but because she believed I had lied on this place ( about being suicidal and cutting myself and posts mentioning her ). But I didn't lie; however she took me to a therapist where she tried to make me look like I'm some lying child. Like I was just lying for attention.... Which was so not true.

When she found out, I was grounded. From phone, tv, DS, ipod, and computer especially. After a couple years, I was given some rights back, like tv and a phone, but they have recently been taken away again... And the reason?

Because I didn't eat my mashed potatoes. Laugh. Seriously. Do it, because it's so ridiculous that you want to laugh.

But the thing is, it's true. I have always hated mashed potatoes, ive always gagged on them and puke them up. They're gross to me. But my mother still forces me to eat them. Or at least she tries.... Well a month ago, I refused. I just couldn't.... She started videotaping me with her iPhone, telling me how I needed to be a big girl, taunting me. I slowly ate some. But I just couldn't do it fast enough.

Eventually, my stepdad grounded me because I was being ****ing stupid.

So they took away my phone and tv once more. It is summer and I have no access to anyone but them, pretty much. They even sent me to my fathers because I was too much of a basket case..... I know I'm not the most easiest teen to get along with, but I am pretty damn good to most. So I don't understand why they do the things they do.... And I just need to know...

Is this normal? What they do, is it normal? I know you don't know the full story, but it would take ages to explain every detail. But does it sound normal? Because I don't think I know anymore. And If it's not, then what am I supposed to do? I just don't know...

Please help.
Love, Blue.