(((((((Fuzzy))))))) I am so sorry this happened to you. Find a new T.
No one should say this to another person, in any setting, but in a professional setting is unacceptable & should be reported, (I know easier said than done).
Don't be hard on yourself. You deserve a good caring T just as much as the next person. Keep trying, there are good ones out there.

(((gentle hugs))) to you my friend.