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Sweetie, this is NOT your fault. You are doing NOTHING WRONG. You have a disease -- the disease of depression. And if he cannot understand that, then maybe you should postpone the wedding, huh? It might be a good idea. He just does NOT understand, and he is NOT compassionate. He is being CRUEL right now. If he is making you feel badly and guilty, then maybe he really isn't the "right one" for you!! He should be holding you and making you feel safe, but he's NOT. He's making you feel fearful, and making you walk on "eggshells." He should NOT be doing that!! Why is he being so cruel? Why is he making you feel so worthless?
Like I said, he should be making you feel safe, and he's not doing it. I think you should postpone the wedding to get youself time to think about this wedding and whether or not he's the right guy. I really don't think he is. I think he's a big cruel and he doesn't understand. Do you want to spend the rest of your life with someone who doesn't understand and who is totally impatient with you? He will probably be yelling at you all the time because things aren't done or you "aren't good enough." You need more time, honey.
Just think about it. If he's making you feel this bad now, how is it going to be when you're married? God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee
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