This is my first time here. I've had bouts of depression all of my life but now it seems like everything is hitting me at once. I can barely function at home with my kids, my husband doesn't understand & makes it worse & to make it worse I have no insurance for adequate care. I pray constantly just to keep going & I suspect that the Xanax the er doc gave me for my panic disorder is making it worse. I finally got an appt at the free clinic in two weeks but I don't know how I'm gonna make it until then. Some encouragement would be really great right now.