I am living proof that going off meds isn't the way to stop the roller coaster. Going of meds, for me, just added more speed and loops on my roller coaster. How long have you been on meds? Maybe it would be worth looking into changing or increasing meds with your doc to try and get that stability you are looking for.
You aren't alone, BP is a constant roller coaster and sometimes it doesn't take the turns you hope it does.
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‘Cause when I’m dead and I’m gone / Just burn me up to the sun
I got a couple more years here / I want nothing but you, dear
Yeah, when I stare at the ceiling / Five o’clock in the morning
I got one thing that’s on my mind / Got so much to do before we die, if I survive
So live it up, live it real good / As you should
We both know, we could be gone tomorrow
So tell me what keeps you up at night / Keeps you from closing your eyes, Keeps you alive
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