A few major things are going on with me and putting me in a very troublesome place.

1. On Sunday, my exhusband got married to the woman who he cheated on me with. I hate him and still am bitter. Not sure how to or if I will ever get over this.

2. I broke up with my b/f a week and a half ago and he has already has a date tonight. I'm struggling b/c I want to know how his date goes. I already saw what she looks like on FB - he has deleted "our" folder of pix and stuff.

3. I am depressed and the one I usually talk to about this is my bf (well, my ex, now) and I can't talk to him about how his actions are upsetting me. Reminder - I broke up with him

4. I also think I might be attracted to women. I'm not sure what to do about this or where to go. It's all very confusing to me.

Now I have the rest of the day off and tomorrow...my parents want me to come down and visit with them for the holiday. I just want to isolate. I have no direction, no meaning in life. Everything I have known has been tipped upsidedown and I feel really alone. More than ever.