Keep praying and know that there is at least one other person (me) out there who is praying for you. I know what it feels like to have the whole weight of everything hit you at once. That's how I describe my depression - as if I woke up at 45 years of age and realized all that has/is going on at the same time...I manage it the best I can. There are a lot of supportive people on these forums. Two weeks might seem like an eternity, but you'll make it.

Apparently you have children - look at them as the true blessing that they are, then be safe in the knowledge that to them, you are the best mom in the whole world! I hope that this helps.