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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
But I always feel so in control. "I've got this." Then later I look back... Wrong!
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That right there is exactly what I am wondering about myself. I feel very in control right now, super confident. But will I go too far?
I talked about all this at group last night and it was suggested to do calming things while I am like this. Listen to music with eyes closed, meditate, etc. Sounds great, but I'd rather live it up for a while. I just don't know if I can stop from going too far, but I'll try.
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‘Cause when I’m dead and I’m gone / Just burn me up to the sun
I got a couple more years here / I want nothing but you, dear
Yeah, when I stare at the ceiling / Five o’clock in the morning
I got one thing that’s on my mind / Got so much to do before we die, if I survive
So live it up, live it real good / As you should
We both know, we could be gone tomorrow
So tell me what keeps you up at night / Keeps you from closing your eyes, Keeps you alive
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