Zoloft works well for me, but it took 5 different ones to figure out what worked best for me. It's a really long road, letting meds take affect, actually giving them a chance to work, withdrawal, and repeat. I'm sorry it's so hard on you right now. All I can tell you is that it was well worth it for me. There's nine that will be a magic fix, but it can definitely help bring you to a socially acceptable functioning level.