Yeah it deff sucks. Like this was just a few days ago ImageUploadedByTapatalk1341345387.603963.jpg and you are right .. It just makes it worse. Like this girl used to be one of my best friends . That stuff really hurts me .. And I do judge myself . I get so upset with me sometimes.. Because she's right ; it gets in the way of all the things I could really do . Ya know ? It's a big change that I never guessed would happen to me .. It's sad that there are people like me , but I'm also grateful because I do have a LOT to work through & there are people like you who can help me. I'm pretty sure it won't leave any time soon... And I'm 17. I got my whole life ahead of me .. A whole life of anxiety. Sometimes it's discouraging. I want to be normal like my friends , but all I have to look forward to is a life of anxiety. It makes me question if I really should be here or not.