It's so painful. I can't even make friends with the people I met in the DBT group today because it's against the rules to get close to them since it can interfere with therapy.

I just want a girlfriend again, lots of friends, not judging me because I act a bit weird. It's been 2 years now I've been single and just as long without friends I really hate it.

I've even gone and pushed away any online support I had somehow. I am tired of this all.