View Single Post
 
Old Jul 03, 2012, 04:18 PM
Mindinpieces's Avatar
Mindinpieces Mindinpieces is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Jan 2012
Posts: 356
Quote:
Originally Posted by Glowiebird View Post
Yeah it deff sucks. Like this was just a few days ago Attachment 2162 and you are right .. It just makes it worse. Like this girl used to be one of my best friends . That stuff really hurts me .. And I do judge myself . I get so upset with me sometimes.. Because she's right ; it gets in the way of all the things I could really do . Ya know ? It's a big change that I never guessed would happen to me .. It's sad that there are people like me , but I'm also grateful because I do have a LOT to work through & there are people like you who can help me. I'm pretty sure it won't leave any time soon... And I'm 17. I got my whole life ahead of me .. A whole life of anxiety. Sometimes it's discouraging. I want to be normal like my friends , but all I have to look forward to is a life of anxiety. It makes me question if I really should be here or not.

Hey, You know you have a whole life ahead of you but you have the insight and some support to assist you to work towards years ahead of bettering and working alongside, through this. However I can understand sometimes we need to feel bad to be able to work past that... If that makes sense. Not that this is a way anyone would want to feel but at least you can recognizes this and it natural way anyone would feel. I am almost 20 and just starting to try and put into place things I should have done years ago. But one common thing I have learned is that we all do things within our own time and pace. It's easy to think you should have to be how others expect you to be but that wouldn't be true to you or how you’re feeling right now. Also everyone deals with different things and situations at different stages in their life’s. So no one even in the same school year really will be the same or react the same towards things. But it's easy to feel and put that society expect pressure on ourselves because this is how things are told to us or we are lead to believe. However you should allow yourself to feel whatever you naturally feel towards things. Let yourself processes through that and learn to become what and how you would like to be as a person.

I really hope you don’t mind and I am going to be a hypocrite here after saying other people try to help then don’t…. I am going offline now; I really hope you don’t mind after me replying to you by me going offline. Only because I got to go to the college tomorrow for interview for a course and its 22:15 in UK now so going to try and get some sleep. I will be thinking of you and wish you all the best and hopefully a good night’s sleep for you too