No I can't do any work because I find it stressful.

I just find out someone I quite cared about made me worry for nothing! She disappears offline for a month or 2 and I had to find out where she's been, turns out she thought I was being snappy and fed up with her, when it was nothing of the sort. She could have at least spoke to me about it, or just say she wasn't comfortable with how I made her feel, instead of making me think the worst like she's dead or something.

I was always happy when I saw her online and always spoke to her, yeah I might have been pre-occupied with something once or twice, but I was never snappy or fed up with her, and I'm pretty sure I would tell her if I was pre-occupied.

I'm so upset right now. I'm having it so hard and I want to overdose, just to self-harm myself. I wouldn't mind dying, but they'll probably kick me off the DBT course if I overdose when I've only just started it up.