But what I am worried about, is this: you have all said that I should not worry too much about my lack of emotion, but what if it means I didn't love my dog as much as I thought I did? Maybe I'm not upset because I didn't love him all that much after all? I mean, now, I don't feel any kind of great loving feeling towards him. My aunt got his ashes back today in a beautiful casket. She started crying; I didn't. I just thought that it was Dexter's ashes that were in there, and that was that: I didn't feel much emotion, more pity for my aunt because she cries so readily about Dexter. Surely this lack of feeling is not due to grief? I don't feel all that upset about him being gone, even though I know he is gone and nothing can be done about it.

RIP Dexter...

<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>