Alex, I just wanted to add that this is common, people not fighting back and repeated abuse. Also wondering why you didn't fight back. So don't think this is just you that experiences this. As a matter of fact we just had a big case here in the states where several boys were victims of a man and stayed quiet in fear they would not be believed. They were grown men before they finally came forward and that was because one young boy was brave and came forward.

It is a very strange occurance, and often victims feel just like you do. It is important to finally tell about this, because if this man did this to you he will also do this to others as well. And these preditors do start by looking like they are concerned and want to help, they look for the kind of opportunities that your family was in as well.
They don't care, they are just preditiors.

You have to find it in you to speak up. We are here to support you just like we did for your brother, he had hard time speaking up as well.

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