((Alishia88)), I am so sorry for your loss.

Well, amandalouise is right, we cannot diagnose you. But you can look up PTSD on your computer and read the symptoms and see if they match with what you feel.

What I CAN tell you is that PTSD can develope after a tramatic event. And it can take several months to several years for it to develope. And there CAN be a desire to isolate and not want to see the reality of a big loss too.

If you take some time and read about it and you feel like you may be dealing with it, you should seek therapy for it. It is too difficult to work through on your own, you will need therapy to help you. But you CAN work through it.

Open Eyes