Thank you everyone ((Myself)) ((Jan)) ((Sky)) ((Lilith))..been feeling pretty tired..found out yesterday it’s not only the Dissociation affecting my fatigue..the Naturopathic physician I visit, told me I am very near needing a blood transfusion…yuck..I start iron shots in a couple of days..maybe that will give me more giddy-up go..and I wont be feeling so down..I am feeling so low, if someone looks at me wrong I feel like sticking my head in the ground, I have been working very hard in therapy on memory barriers, and suffered an Abreaction a few weekends ago which has thrown me into a dysfunction mind set but my Therapist and Physician both understand how I feel about going into a hospital, either for psych issues or medical issues..and recently in Therapy we discovered why it is so hard..something that an alter had tucked away in his storm..part of the reason I am so Anemic is the big phobia I have about being a patient, I need surgery..ironically, I work in hospitals of all types and have no problems doing my job..but put me in a gown .and I think the gal in the Exorcist had better control....I loose my ability to keep the ego states in check..the switching is horrid... My Therapist reassured me he would be there for the surgery, but even that does not override my terror..we are working on the issue..so maybe with time..Again, thanx for the support..