No, it doesn't mean that you didn't love him or that anything is wrong with you. The grief process is different not only for each of us, but also each time we must work through it. I have lots of animals and since animals don't live as long as people that means a lot of goodbyes too. I never know how losing one is going to affect me. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I don't, and sometimes it surprises me which one I do or don't cry over. It depends on where I am emotionally at the time, besides the feelings I had for that animal. Maybe getting worked up and upset wouldn't do you any good right now. There is nothing wrong with that.

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