Well, ok im only 17, and i live with my parents. But i don't have a good relationship with them right now. And i just broke up with my boyfriend because i needed to take care of my family problems. I know that was for the best, and he understands as well. And maybe there is hope for us when i figure things out. But how? I can't even think straight because I cant stop crying. I'm so scared of being alone. and i'm alone right now. I basically have no family and i lost the only person i ever loved. i can't turn to friends because i dont want them to see me like this, and i have never told them the whole story about my family, and i don't think i'm strong enough.
I can't even watch my favourite tv show anymore because i just don't feel like it. I haven't eaten anything in 2 days and all i want to do is sleep because when i sleep i can't cry. And it's really hard going to work because i have to force myself to smile and pretend everything is ok, but in reality im the farthest thing from ok..

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