the r*pe that happened. I think about it every day... yet i don't talk to anyone about it, not even my T. It is starting to overwhelm me. I don't want to talk about it, but it seems like there is no other option anymore. I just try to pretend it didn't happen or doesn't bother me anymore. But it stresses me out a lot now. How on earth do I bring this up to T... she knows it happened cause I told her on the first meeting when we did assessment , but I have not talked about it since. I feel like I am hiding a dirty secret.