With the kids out of school, and my brother living with us since Nov. He has a son that is 1 1/2 years old which he has about 90% of the time its been hectic. The house is always loud, crowded and crazy must of the time. It would help if he was working but he can't find a job and don't have a car anymore. My feince works 3rd shift so i try to keep everyone quite. That's a job in its self.
So dealing with my own mental things I've found its easier to be outside doing things. Most of the time the kids follow me out, its not so bad. But its been soo Hot!!! I can deal with the heat but this is bad. So we're stuck in the house till evening most days. The heat is not giving up either, there calling for the 100s for the next 3 days.

My stress levels r rising along with my anxieties. My oldest (13) everyday has to make it alot worse, everyday its something. I want to go here, i want to do this, i want to hang out with my friends. She's not understanding that everything takes money. So its always a fight.

I guess all that i needed to do is vent. Its life and a mothers life. Just daily things to deal with.

Thank for reading