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Hi, I am sorry you are feeling this way, I hope this starts to change for you soon. I can't really relate to the context of your situation. However I can relate to the notion in some ways. For me, it's being or having to deal with a situation that you feel can't or are unable to react to within the moment. Also for you this must be a hard to try processing through, without the pressure/ worry that this will then affect your relationship. Correct me if I am wrong or have got this wrong. It's seems you have lots of worries and stresses happening at once for you. The fear, pressure and confrontation this then puts on your relationship. Seems like the last straw, so to speak. Also of course this can make you feel in such a way. No one then want's the pressure of trying to deal and work through things with people they hold close to themselves and probably at the moment for yourself he is that one good thing, when you not fighting. I don't know what your relationship is like or how people generally relate to one another within a relationship. It's seems you are feeling this way because it probably feels like you will lose everything including those close to you, this is what the worse outcome could be. However that has not happened but you try telling that to your mind and body because it probably already feels like is the case. Also sometimes it's the uncertainty of how things will then workout. I think this may be why you’re feeling the way you are. However please remember this is just my personal view on your situation and I in no way have things clued up myself. I am sorry if I got this wrong or was of no help towards you.
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