Just to be clear I have tried 12 different meds in 7 years. I'm on 4 currently, and it's my least favorite time of year... when all of the thoughts of depression started... as I call it, the Dark side. it took me two days to tell a friend, and then 3 months to tell my parents. and the whole fact that it's gotten worse over the years, just doesn't help. Oh and I hate the boom of the fireworks, but yet they are so pretty to watch. Better on TV but I know it's going to be along night.... oh joy.