Been there and thought and planned it so many times - YET I SURVIVE - things change - tough times - incrediable tough times will also go - one time I looked at my two children and thought, what will happen to them, when I am gone - that thought woke me up to reality
No matter how bad things are right now - it can change !! Call someone and talk. If they r busy and wont listen, call someone else. You r important. Your daughter is only speaking out of hurt. She does love you very much. So be a fighter - fight. Find something to live for. Then take only 10-15 min at a time. Don't look at the whole day or it will mess u up. Get thru small amounts of time and then celebrate. Have some friends that when u call - they can talk. I have some that when I text 911 they know I need them NOW. You are not a mistake. You are here for a reason. You r loved by all of us that really undestand - it is a fight - if I can do it - you can do it !!