My meds have recently been adjust, AD dosage upped, mood stabiliser changed...then I ran out of meds for a while. Anyway, I have been hypomanic for at least 3 days now. For someone who is BPII and mainly battles depression, this is very strange.
I actually don't know if I'm just "normal" now, or if it is hypomania?! I don't know if I can allow myself to enjoy it. Like, I forced myself to sleep at 11PM last night, even though I was wide awake. I just know myself as needing 10 hours of sleep.
My hypomania in the past hasn't lasted very long and hasn't been as stark a contrast...
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