morning guys im manic today - woke up and been flying round the house. by half past 8 id already got the kids ready for school and cleaned my kitchen from top to bottom. anyway, reason i am posting today is i have a prob, well its a prob ive had for years now, since having this illness. and its quite embarrassing. it happens when im usually having sex but can happen any time too... i have flashbacks. and these flashbacks can be of anything, like my mum talking to me about a conversation i had when i was six. or a visual of driving past a shop that used to be in town years ago. its almost like daydreaming but random fast flashing snippets of past info that come in and go straight out,,, usually things that happened years ago... as far back as to about the age of 6. sometimes can be recent but not typically. it really is starting to have a profound effect on me now as i cant climax due to these (hallucinations maybe, i dunno?) I havent told my psych cos its embarrassing :-(
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Cyclothymia
BPD
Anxiety Disorder
Hypothyroidism
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