I meant usual if you suffer from derealisation. I do not think at all that this is usual for a healthy person, because I remember feeling very different about it before my father died.
I could only read about depersonalisation/derealisation on that side you posted, so i googled the dissociative identity disorder.
"Disruption of identity characterized by two or more distinct personality states (one can be the host) or an experience of possession, as evidenced by discontinuities in sense of self, cognition, behavior, affect, perceptions, and/or memories. This disruption may be observed by others, or reported by the patient."
This is not what I mean. I mean, yes, i know that "i" do things, but yet, itīs like, itīs just out of habit, i donīt feel like i can really change anything, like i have power....
urg hard to explain
