triggers...The ones of the SA. While my dreams, no matter how morbid, dont tend to actually scare me, the ones that are SA dreams leave me feeling terrible when i wake up. Last nights dream i was able to fight back, i was trying to protect a 4 year old and 7 year old. I kept hitting him over and over as hard as i could but my hits were nothing more than small taps.
i get my conscience is trying to work through my past but after dreams about SA, my sleep is ruined for the night and i start to feel uncomfortable and un safe all day. Wish i was safe from my dreams...