Today, LostAngel0616, I'd love to write an email without exercising control or worrying about what anyone thinks. I'd love to, and I recognize that. Today, I'm feeling a lot like you say you are--that "I keep trying so hard to do the right thing and I can't seem to get that right." But I know that's life, that's a roadblock, that's something everyone faces at some point in life. What I need is a coping skill, not "to go actually do something stupid."

Because I'm having real trouble with that email, I am going to a meeting tomorrow & talking to my sponsor. Now if I'd gotten notz's invite, I woulda taken her up on that! Hey, you want crazy? Michigan to Atlanta for a burger ... even the fanciest? CRA-ZEE!!