I hope you're feeling better today, Moose!
I understand what you mean when you say it feels like people don't like you sometimes. I feel that way a lot about myself. I have a hard time believing anyone likes me, actually. So, I understand that. I know the feeling comes and goes, though. I hope it passes for you.
I wish I had advice on how to move out on your own. Rent is so expensive. Bills are expensive. Life is expensive.