Thank you, Im hoping its just a bad few days. I have been sick with a cold. Ive just been sleeping so much when I was used to only sleeping a couple hours a night. I still wake up seems like i am never comfortable but i go back to sleep anyways.
The meds should kick in soon right? Im not sure how long it took for them to work in the first place. I just cant remember anything it seems. I dont know what the heck is even going on. I go to the doc on the 19th. I missed my appt this month and my doc thought i was doing so well last time he didnt want to see me for two months. so its been awhile since i have seen the doc. I should just kick myself in the *** for trying to go off the meds. I know I have to be on them and somehow my brain keeps telling me Im normal again its ok to just wein off the meds. 3 weeks off meds and I am depressed while its so sunny and pretty out and I just close my eyes to the daylight. So not like me. I love the sunshine. I was growing beautiful flowers and since I have been down they just died. I spent so much on those damn flowers. It was becoming a new hobby and just like that overnight I just switch off and I havent watered or done anything. How horrible I just let everything die outside....