I am so sorry, moremi. I have really wanted to go off my meds lately, even though I am finally stable. I'm not going to, though, because my pdoc said she would not write me a prescription for klonopin-the one I depend on for sleep-if I didn't take all of the meds she prescribes. Bribery!
I hope your meds kick in soon and you get your good feeling back. I am sure that the cold isn't helping either, so when that goes away maybe you'll at least feel a little better.
Good luck!
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