Everything is spinning inside my head right now. For the last couple of days I haven't been able to eat. And I can't calm myself down. And my team never brought my meds today. And it was really upsetting. I want to throw up whenever I do eat. I waited around until noon and then I left to go grocery shopping. I shouldn't take my meds past noon anyway.

I'm sorry I probably make no sense at all. I just can't stop it.