Hi Rose, you have given plenty of kind words to me, and many others in the short time that I've been here on this forum...so here are some kind words in return. Though you are alone physically, you are not falling apart. Even when others are around us, that demon depression has a way of ruining everything - takes away any good feelings, and just stomps on our attempts to get up and feel remotely good. That's where the support of this community comes in for me, and hopefully for you too. I've been in a really low spot for quite some time now. But each time that I put some questions out there for people, I am greeted with responses that are so comforting and positive. We are or have been "there" and we know what to do in a crisis...otherwise we wouldn't be here collaborating with each other on how to feel even a bit better.

I do hope that you feel good, even for a minute...and like others have said to me, one day at a time...