(((Mr. Venomous)))

I'm sorry that your date didn't show up. How did you two make plans? Online, a dating site, through friends, or ??

I can relate to your frustration and hopelessness towards your sense of self and the future. I have fought with those rough emotions as well. What has worked for me has been to find a cause outside of myself to focus upon.

I'm not "all better" now. I wish! But, it does help me get through from day to day.