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Jul 05, 2012, 08:10 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Good Lord -- it sounds like the chamber of horrors to me.  You have GOT to see a therapist and get this mess OUT. You've got to have someone to talk to about this. You've been carrying around this baggage all these years, and it's festering now --- it's turning into a diseased ball of horror and is going to EXPLODE if you don't talk to someone and learn how to cope with this.
People like us who have abuse in our past MUST go into therapy so we can get rid of all this diseased stuff, and "give" it to someone who knows what to do with it. A therapist can show us the right way to cope with our past, instead of putting it away in our little "closets" in our mind and never talking about it. We've GOT to talk about it with the right person - the therapist.
Make an appointment as soon as possible, and get started. Hopefully it won't be too long before you start to feel better about all this. Soon it will be out in the open, and BURIED for good and you won't EVER have any reason to dig it up again and look at it.
I wish you the very best!  God bless and take care -- and PLEASE keep us posted on how you're doing from time to time, ok? Hugs, Lee 
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