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Old Jul 06, 2012, 01:06 AM
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Mine is probably impaired judgement.

Moods come and go, and I live through them: pick myself up eventually, dust off and carry on. But having the sense of deep insight that others appear not to comprehend, then feeling like a complete fool who has no ability to judge social situations leaves me really confused most of the time. My foundations seem to shift so frequently that life seems so transient, fragile and unreal - like in a computer game where the programmer changes the rules without telling you several times during each game. What meaningful contributions can I possibly make when so confused?

It keeps me from carrying out new plans to achieve something in life. I doubt whether I will carry it through, or whether it is even relevant. How will I feel about my new pursuit in a weeks time? There are so many examples of investments (not just financial) that I regret later. So many people I have embarrassed.

What about you guys? What is it about Bipolar that you struggle with the most?

How do you deal with it?
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