I have to go with keeping a job, and finishing the things that I start. Some people in my life tell me that I am just lazy and unmotivated. However, I know this is wrong and these people just do not understand me. For example I have been going to school since 2004 and I have yet to finish a degree of any kind. I have changed my major about 4 times. I may just be scared of what comes next. To answer your question on how I deal with this... I don't know I just keep going day by day and trusting the light that leads me on. I sometimes wish that there was a book, a manual to my life that I could just turn to a page and it would tell me what to do. However if this book was there then life would just be dull and boring.. yes a lot easier, but dull and boring.
I cannot seam to make up my mind even on the littlest task. For example, what shoes am I going to wear today? I spend so much time dwelling on little things like that i find it hard to live to the fullest sometimes.
hope this helps