Who I Really Am

I am ... who i am
The main thing about me is ... i survived

I always... try
I feel most like me when ... i swim

What I like most about a person is ... honesty

I will be ... honest and open with my T always
I get angry when ... people are rude and bossy with me
I feel/felt happiest when ... mama or my T use to hug me

I believe in ... always telling the truth even if it hurts you
One thing I want to accomplish is ... finding happiness again

What I like most about myself is ... honest w/ others, trustworthy and loyal friend..

I hate it when ... someone lies to me
I was ... severely abused

I feel least like me when ... im triggered

If you really knew me ... you'd probably not want me
I feel weakest when ... im depressed
When I feel angry I ... shut down
On a rainy day I like to ... sleep

I feel good when I remember ... things i need to do

When I'm alone I feel ... better, less irritated
Most of all I really want ... mama to of not of died
I was the type of child who ... hid from everyone
One thing I'd like to change about myself is ... something.. i dont know what it is.. but its got to be something.. theres got to be something wrong with me cause no one wants to be around me or touch me.. even my T dont want to simply just hug me.. i dont understand

I feel strongest when ... im with some friends
On a beautiful day I like to ... go to the park or beach
My favorite passtime is ... walking in the park
When I feel happy, I like to ... see the turtles and fish in the park
If my relationship with _my T_ were to end, ... im not sure how i would do anymore

My Child Within is ... constantly crying

Who I Pretend To Be .. is a waste because its never true.. im always trying to pretend to be happy in front of others so they wont know how im really feeling inside.. so they wont know how bad im hurting

I pretend to be ... happy.. safe.. A-OK

Most people don't know that I ... am no where near that

I give the impression of ... i can handle it.. no worries

The mask I wear is ... glued on.. my secret is out now..

On the surface I am ... ok

The game I play is ... dont make a fuss over me

I hide behind ... masks.. walls.. my answering machine.. sleep.. the dark.. and many many within..

I wear makeup because ... i dont where any

The clothes I wear indicate ... i like big clothes but my friends say i where them to hide my small body but i say i have a big body.. blah to all that is what i say..

The car I drive shows that ... i dont drive

My job or profession shows others that ... dont work

The real me hides under ... im not sure.. i cant find the real me very well or too often.. that part of me is hidden very well

How long I've been pretending is ... pretty much all my life just wish i could remember more of it

How often I pretend is ... everyday