I cannot seam to make up my mind even on the littlest task. For example, what shoes am I going to wear today? I spend so much time dwelling on little things like that i find it hard to live to the fullest sometimes.
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This totally sounds like me. I can not get started with my days sometimes because I dont know what to wear, or I dont get the house work done because I cant figure out where to start and I just stew over it all day and get nothing done. Its and endless cycle. Ugh.... it gets to me so bad. I always ask myself why cant I just be normal. i often wonder if my family says this about me too.

I would have to say that the impaired judgement has had the most detrimental blast to my life. (running off with another man because God sent him) just to name one of the big ones. Many many smaller things. Like shopping as thereapy. Yeah its not really meant to be done in the manner I do it. Spending thousands on unnecessary things. Sometimes just believing in things so much just to turn around and find out I just looked such a fool for even starting to think it could be so.